Afraid of succeeding

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Hello  Coffee Lovers,



Today was a big mile stone in my life where i just brought my Cap & Gown. If you know me this has been a big struggle to even get this far in college.I am 41 about to graduate college and i am the brightest person i know but i do have one thing for me is i never give up.I never stop to i succeed until i conquer what i want to accomplish in the first  moment i thought of it.

When i first got the email about my graduation i did not believe it.I must of read it a few times until it sucked in.Before you know it i started to over think since i still have classes before graduation.

I was worried what if i don't pass it? What will i do how sad will i be?

One thing also about me is that as much as i want to succeed i am also scared to succeed because it can change my life. Have you ever been scared of the next step in your life? 

Well yet i feel the way i feel i have family and friends that keep me afloat.They know me just as much and they know i got this and this was meant for me.

This was my dream since i was young to be a real writer.Yet reading this people will say i already am but til i get this diploma in my hand that agrees with me or a book i am not.

I am going to make it happen when my time comes the world will know.As my readers believe in me i will believe in me as well.


Till then i would love your support to help my first book come out by showing me love.Help make my next steps happen.

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Comments

  1. Soso ShimaJanuary 23, 2021 at 8:37 AM


    You have a great mindset and I can’t wait to hear about you. Thanks for tuning me in, because now I have a new writer to watch grow. Like you said, this was your dream since young and with the personality that you have, you were bound to make it happen.

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  2. Soso ShimaJanuary 23, 2021 at 8:37 AM


    You have a great mindset and I can’t wait to hear about you. Thanks for tuning me in, because now I have a new writer to watch grow. Like you said, this was your dream since young and with the personality that you have, you were bound to make it happen.

    ReplyDelete

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